I want ............

I want to get away with the notion that sacrificing is worth it..
I want to stop taking risks and continue hoping for nothing
I want to stop acting as if I'm always doing fine
I want to learn to manage and put down my pride
I want to have the courage to do all the things that I fear.
And pretend not to see whenever you're near
I want to hinder myself from believing that fairy tales do come true
I want to forget all my thoughts of loving you.

I just want to get rid with all my thoughts of you.
Those things that makes me tingle each time I look at you.
I want to make myself believe that DESTINY is not real
And that loving a person who can't love you back is not a BIG DEAL. 

For once, I want it all....
I want to control my own world and to do all the things that I want.
I want you to know that I'm falling deeper in love with you in each passing day.
That to be with you is incomparable to any words I should say
Please listen, I can no longer hold back.