Phantasos

Sometimes I wish I never slept
Never dream and never fell
sometimes I wish I should have opened my eyes
and see how cruel my world is with lies
I am wishing for something that might never happen
And the chances of seeing the reality was stolen
I let myself be amazed by fantasies
and forgot that what I am hoping is far from reality.

You always take away my sadness with a smile
Your presence makes me nervous all the time
I was caught in the middle of my wildest fantasy
Though the fact is that there can't be YOU AND ME.

I can't read your mind, but your actions bother me
Can't you read my mind and say that one thing I want to be?

I want to be your girl and make you smile
I want to spend my time with you, each day and night.
I want to be that someone who'll wake you up each morning.
Offer you kisses and a cup of good coffee.

I am catching my own shadow,
chasing after you
I am reaching for a star, an impossible thing to do.
There'll be no us for I know you don't see.
That somebody's out here, somebody's me.

I refused many a man because you are still
the only man I want, the only one,for real.
I've madly fallen for the man in my dreams
please I need an answer, is this worth the risk?

-01.26.13