Beautiful Nightmare

You fulfilled my dreams-- with another girl of your dreams.

I dealt the agony of loving alone and waiting forever
I carried for years the love that might happen never.
I assumed to the extreme and shed endless tears
Not knowing that the end will JUST brought me to this

This excruciating pain, this greatest down fall
This endless-like mourning I experienced after all
And the pain cannot be cover nor can't be deny
For my heart longs for the same scene that I wished for you and I.

I resisted every painful scene, I feigned the worst feeling
Now I don't know what should I do to prevent myself from loving.
What happened is quite a joke for me, I really should have known.
You have your girl, I'm here alone, the perfect ending of  a fairy tale I longed.