Maybe in time (My 5 minute piece of art)

I met you in the times that I am struggling.
I didn't mind you 'til I'm ready.
I didn't look at you 'cause I might fall.
I covered my ears so I won't hear your steps getting closer.
But love, no matter how you tried to get away,
it holds you with no escape.
It conquers fears and doubts and leaves you clueless on what's happening.
It makes you feel strange. It awakens your heart and manifests the 'loving' you.
And right there, I was caught off guard, no fences to protect me, got no shield to embrace me.
I fell for you and who would have thought I'll be this ready, unlike before that I'm holding back of giving my all.
Three years. We made it. Three years we conquered distance. And so I thought.
Three years. Yes, three years and it's over.

Now we're living our lives separately. I see for real, it is really hard to slowly detach yourself from something (someone) that you've been doing for the past three years.
Healing takes time. I know. But how about closure, is that necessary? Will it ever help me to get away with this feeling if you will tell my WHY.
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? WHY IS THAT SO EASY? WHY DID YOU DO THAT?

Well, I don't know. I just held my phone, eyes on the ceiling and I thought of how we used to be.
Then I started typing. Weird though. 'Cause I haven't thought of you for so long now.

We are sailing our own boats now, departed but still living. Maybe someday I'll find answers to the questions that's been haunting me occassionally. Or maybe in time, I'll just let it all go and accept what happened, and just forget it---totally. Maybe you're just really meant to cross into my life and you're not meant to stay that long. But I've learned so much and felt so much too.
So, 'Til we meet again? Take heart. 😊

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I'm just feeling the need to express all these so I typed and here, you're reading it right now.
A 5 minute piece I made, not just for blogging but for expressing.