Come what may

I am in love with someone I know I can never have. 
I am waiting though he never once told me to wait for him.. (and I know he never will) 
I am hoping and expecting though he show no motive.. 
I am also assuming as if his actions are for me though they aren't really for me. 
I am paranoid and crazy over this person. 
But now, I guess for almost a year of insanity, I am now starting to be back in reality. 
I've been hurt and waited long enough for someone whom I don't know if worth the wait. 
I've been completely out of my mind assuming and expecting that somehow, he'll love me in return. 
But these are all over now.. 
I'll no longer wait for you. 
I'll stop hoping and expecting. 
I'll try harder to hinder myself from assuming. 
This is one of the most difficult challenge I could ever give to my self, 
but for my own sake, and FOR YOUR SAKE, 
I must deal with this, no matter how difficult and impossible this may seem.. 


COME WHAT MAY.. 
GOODBYE SWEET FELLOW.. 
TAKE HEART, BE HAPPY. 


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Feb.23.13