My Savior

He was always been there for me… just when i thought I’m alone, I found Him.
He was just looking, observing and just waiting for me to know and recognize Him.
I thought I was just alone. But then suddenly I saw a light that surrounds Him. His presence is very weird—I thought He has something to say.. 
But when His deafening silence took place between the two of us, I hardly cry and groan very loud because of pain. This excruciating pain that I feel keeps on lingering day by day. It kills me, and I’m slowly dying inside. Then He just looked at me; smiling.
Then suddenly, He hugged me tight as He whisper:

“my dear, I do not give you problems to cry, but to smile.
I do not offer you mistakes just for you to repent, but instead, 
it’s for you to know what would be the right thing to do
after you’ve done something wrong.
I love you that’s why I’m doing this..
I want you to learn, to be right and
then walked straight into me..
I want you to realize many things as early as
this so that sooner or later you will
be ready to face a new life ahead.
I do not want you to experience difficulties that will make you weak,
that’s why I’m preparing you. This are all not problems,
but challenges.. A challenge in which i know you’ll learn
from. Never think that I’m doing this
just to burden you. I’ll never give you problems
that I know you can’t pass through.
Just hold on to me and I’ll never leave you nor neglect you.
I love you my dear child, be strong, and hold on.”

Upon looking at him in a great awe,
right then I hugged Him and smile as i say:
“THANK YOU, MY DEAR GOD, You save me…….I LOVE YOU”