YESTERDAY-TODAY-TOMORROW

YESTERDAY, I found myself falling for someone

Someone imperfect but makes me crazy when he's gone

He painted cheers and laughs out of my stormy nights 

And brought colors and wonders in my sight

He held my hand and uttered words of promises

Filled my days with hugs and kisses

He brought me somewhere far unknown

And made me dream of wonders too

He gave me hope for he promised he'll never leave

I also pledged, for in our vows we believe.

TODAY, arguments seem to reign

Our time is shorten, affections feigned

I can no longer figure out where should I stood

The music we made is nearly out of the tune

Cheers and laughter turn into yells and tears

The colors and wonders I treasured for years

My hands are cold, my heart is numb by his alibis

Those hugs and kisses were all faded by time

Is it really me who brought this confusion?
Or is it him who started all these delusions?

TOMORROW, perhaps I'll live and let life be

Forget the love I had that wasn't really for me

Or keep the love I wished to build

With you my dear with no such guilt

The cheers and the laughs may stay in our hearts 

Or let yells and tears keep us apart

It could either be you and me tomorrow

Or separated we, will face life's sorrow

"I love you, You love me", We uttered these words together

Will fate let us hold on to these words forever?

Now or Never

I can no longer explain what I really want.

I just woke up one morning and the feeling is gone

I think I need a little space to think things over

Or else I'll be in prison for the rest of my life, forever

The feeling seems to fade, I don't know why

And how I welcome each morning with a sigh

When the sun must set and to the day we must goodbye
never shed a tear or else my heart will cry
for changes took place as I live my life with you
not the old feeling we started stay true
I unconsciously feigned affection and care
hugged you and kissed you whenever you're there
while leaves fall from the trees that morning
the feeling fades, my heart still mourning
why do it have to? Why should it be?
Why did I push him away from me?

Rain fell that night as I shed my tears
for I am not, I know, deserving for my dear
so I stand with my notion with courage in me
to let you go, and in time you will see.
That somebody out there is much deserving for that love
they'll do it better, for I am not brave enough.
Resist the pain for now my dear
and sure I know you'll find her after years
you’ll love her more than anything else and me
and plan your future, a picturesque view for you to see.
If God will allow our paths to meet again
forget the cries and all the pain
and as time goes by and if the feeling does not alter
we'll live with our vows, with the word FOREVER.









"And if our fates withstand all the realities in life, then we should be.
And if not, thank you, for sharing a lifetime-like moment with me."

..roselyn.:/

My Savior

He was always been there for me… just when i thought I’m alone, I found Him.
He was just looking, observing and just waiting for me to know and recognize Him.
I thought I was just alone. But then suddenly I saw a light that surrounds Him. His presence is very weird—I thought He has something to say.. 
But when His deafening silence took place between the two of us, I hardly cry and groan very loud because of pain. This excruciating pain that I feel keeps on lingering day by day. It kills me, and I’m slowly dying inside. Then He just looked at me; smiling.
Then suddenly, He hugged me tight as He whisper:

“my dear, I do not give you problems to cry, but to smile.
I do not offer you mistakes just for you to repent, but instead, 
it’s for you to know what would be the right thing to do
after you’ve done something wrong.
I love you that’s why I’m doing this..
I want you to learn, to be right and
then walked straight into me..
I want you to realize many things as early as
this so that sooner or later you will
be ready to face a new life ahead.
I do not want you to experience difficulties that will make you weak,
that’s why I’m preparing you. This are all not problems,
but challenges.. A challenge in which i know you’ll learn
from. Never think that I’m doing this
just to burden you. I’ll never give you problems
that I know you can’t pass through.
Just hold on to me and I’ll never leave you nor neglect you.
I love you my dear child, be strong, and hold on.”

Upon looking at him in a great awe,
right then I hugged Him and smile as i say:
“THANK YOU, MY DEAR GOD, You save me…….I LOVE YOU”

"Mar Muerto"

I'll stop. Let’s forget and live life as if we never knew each other.

by that, we'll both learn to live on our own without depending too much on the support we gave for each other.

Or maybe, we could somehow create a distance and learn to treat each other like any other person in our life.

i want to learn how to stay away from your shadow, though, sometimes i thought that would be the most difficult challenge i could give myself.

I hope, giving you this kind of thought will make you realize how to value people and not to neglect their efforts on you.

i don't want to hurt you, i just want you to learn.

And so if you notice changes in me towards you, please don't ask me but rather ask yourself.

'cause you alone can figure out why and how this things happen.

People get tired, my dear.

This could bother you for sometime but i know not too much.

And so i say I'm sorry, i never knew that I'll get tired of you.

You gave me reasons to let go of you and to surrender in a battle where the prize is you.

Your love, affection, appreciation, trust, time and presence.

Thank you; for giving the most one of a kind challenge I've ever encountered in my whole life.

Thank you.

Crazy: "Falling in love"

Though the sun is at its madness that day

My thoughts about you in my mind still play

I wonder if you ever think of me too

The way I think about you all day through

The feelings though still bring confusion

But a sight of you fulfills my illusion

The way you glance at me and the way you look at me

Is there any meaning beyond that? Or it’s just my fantasy?

I know the way I imagine things are beyond limit

Far from what could happen, isn’t it?

I’m crazy over someone, dreaming him to be mine

Making wild guess and day dreaming all through the time

I’m falling, Yes, I think I am

Falling for the wrong person over and over again.

Savannah's last letter to John

Dear John,
I'm writing this letter at a kitchen table, and I'm struggling because I don't know how to say what I'm about to tell you. Part of me wishes you were here with me so I could do this in person, but we both know that's impossible. So here I am, groping for words with tears on my cheeks and hoping that you'll somehow forgive me for what I'm about to write.
I know this is a terrible time for you. I try not to think about the war, but I can't escape the images, and I'm scared all the time. I watch the news and scour newspapers, knowing you're in the midst of all of it, trying to find out where you are and what you're going through. I pray every night that you'll make it home safely, and I always will. You and I shared something wonderful, and I never want you to forget that. Nor do I want you to believe that you didn't mean as much to me as I did to you. You're rare and beautiful, John. I fell in love with you,but more than that, meeting you made me realize what true love really means. For the past two and a half years, I've been staring at every full moon and remembering everything we've been through together. I remember how talking to you that first night felt like coming home, and I remember the night we made love. I'll always be glad that you and I shared ourselves like that. To me, it means that our souls will be linked forever.
There's so much more, too. When I close my eyes, I see your face. When I walk, it's almost as if I can feel your hand in mine. Those things are real to me, but where they once brought me comfort, now they leave me with ache. I understood your reason for staying in the army, and I respected your decision. I still do, but we both know our relationship changed after that. We changed, and in your heart, I think you realized it, too. Maybe the time apart was too much, maybe it was just our different worlds. I don't know. Every time we fought I hated myself for it. Somehow, even though we still loved each other, we lost that magical bond that kept us together.
I know that sounds like an excuse, but please believe me when I say I didn't mean to fall in love with someone else. If I really don't understand how it happened, how can you? I don't expect you to, but because of all we've been through, I just can't continue lying to you. Lying would diminish everything we've shared, and I don't want to do that, even though I know you feel betrayed.
I'll understand if you never want to talk to me again, just as I'll understand if you still hate me. Part of me hates me, too. Writing this letter forces me to acknowledge that, and when I look in the mirror, I know I'm looking at someone who isn't sure she deserves to be loved at all. I mean that.
Even though you may not want to hear it, I want you to know that you'll always be a part of me. In our time together, you claimed a special place in my heart, one I'll carry with me forever and that no one can ever replace. You're a hero and a gentleman, you're kind and honest, but more than that, you're the first man I ever truly loved. And no matter what the future brings, you will always be, and I know that my life is better for it.

I'm so sorry-
Savannah








-This letter made me cried a thousand times and I'm still into it.
The pain I felt as I read it in the book made me feel like I'm the one who's been betrayed and hurt.
I can't get over with this letter and the book and the movie as well.